lol dots. woke up at 5am again.
maybe its like what ana said,
God is training me for next's week PM lol
had discipleship class with mel yesterday
i wonder how many times must i be reminded to be an armorbearer
it's like every time i'm remind, i run on for a while
and i fall and just stayed there. back to comfort zone.
again, like what john bevere preached.
satan will always try to get you offended.
and when u dun get submitted to ur leader,
when you not joined ur leader's vision
the flow of anointing gets cut off
i think bennie really preached at short yet v powerful sermon.
though i think i only caught on one thing:
"don't despise the little things and the small beginnings that you're in now.
instead be faithful in them so God can make you faithful in much"
read min min's blog just now..
i think what she said is true.
some things will just stay as what they are at, no more than that
i shouldn't even be dwelling on them now.
wake up!
going off to service now!
heard that they will be talking about forgiveness.
and that there will be deliverance session.
the word of forgiveness has been coming to me again and again...
problem was i never knew that i had not forgiven.
i think i'll be the first to be delivered.
i thought i had forgiven and the hurt was gone.
yet it had been just hiding behind all the stuff i used to cover it up
and it surfaced up when i was talking about it..
God, heal me today. touch me afresh :)
love you, my Daddy God
